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Tell me about her, sushi rolls. You know who.


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According to google, she's "cool fb profile pics for girls with guitar."

Sarcasm aside, "who" do you mean?


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"she" and/or "he" don't exist


I simply mean a special girl in your life


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Ah! Well then I have a story.

Last night, I saw on my phone that I had a missed call from an unknown number. Now, I had been trying to get back into contact with this girl whom I used to know. We used to bond over FB Messenger because she was learning Swedish, the language of her ancestry, and I like to think of myself as knowledgeable on languages and linguistics. When I went to sleep that night, I was filled with a blissful fantasy that the unknown number was the girl I had been trying to get the number of, and that we would hit it off and go on to have a wonderful relationship. She would teach me Swedish, I would stroke her long blonde hair while she rested her head on my lap, we would watch anime together…it was beautiful.

The next day I decided to call this number back, to see if it had been my flaxen-haired Nordic goddess all along. A shrewd woman with an Indian accent picks up the phone.

>Are you aware you can claim compensations on your credit card payment?

Bitterly, I said 'No thank you, goodbye' and hung up. Oh well. Maybe another time…


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The last girl I shared some time with, was somewhat difficult to handle. We were introduced by a friend of mine and he already warned me in advance. She had depression, but was bouncy on the surface and apparently craved the cock. She took every grain of what I said for gold and I use to talk in a very ambiguous fashion, so there were a lot of misunderstandings, resulting in a rather vague atmosphere.

The night she stayed over I became totally worked up, as I was not sure how I felt about her and myself. In the end I rejected her out of fear, being not able to give her comfort. Also I felt unable to bear the responsibility of a relationship. I am even struggling with myself and can't handle another person with one more body and all its problems. In the morning I got up without a word and went out for a jog, feeling nothing but regret.

That day I learned the meaning of the phrase "You have to love yourself, before you can love another."


That's rough man


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I don't really like girls…

I tried dating some but never felt anything special psychically or mentally. I was also very emotionally detached.

I'm a socially awkward homo, please no bully.


I get it.

Well, almost. I'm definitely not gay, but that makes it more frustrating for me, because I can't stand most women's personalities. It seems like too many of them are devious, manipulative, unfaithful, and critical.

Always, I see my friends and their relationship issues, and I worry about how I would react if I ever found myself in such a situation. I used to constantly wish for any romantic attachment. I still do to an extent, but it has mellowed out; I'm starting to think a relationship is more trouble than it's worth.

I think the best thing is to live for yourself. I'm constantly trying to improve myself, to make myself a man I can be proud of. If I ever meet that special girl, I would hope she will be proud of me, too. I don't think that day is going to come. Perhaps it's not meant for me.


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She left me. She grew very cold, stringing me along for months only to tell me she never loved me. I've tried a few times, but they always leave me. They've all long forgotten me, and are happier. It's damaged me, and has left me confused and bitter. I don't feel like trying anymore. It's just not worth it. If I ever do meet that "special girl" whatever that means, I'll most likely push her away; thinking of love doesn't feel warm and peaceful, it feels like empty, cold dread.


First thing, I'm sorry for the broken sushi rolls here and wish you the best, whatever that would be in your case.

>You have to love yourself, before you can love another.
I don't want to pointlessly argue or prove you wrong, but I don't think this is always the case. I've been with a girl for almost 6 years and we didn't really have any major problems, like ever. We lived in the same room for 5 years. Last year I discovered something about myself that made us break up, but also helped me to accept myself and we're still friends, we just couldn't continue the relationship if I were to pursue the life I want to live. Before, I hated so much stuff about me that I doubt I appeared on more than 5 photos during like 10 years and none of them made their way online and I used to hide my face when I went out (sometimes even if I just went to buy food); I also met my friends THREE times during the whole time we lived together, and I used to self-harm. I still think that we loved each other, even if I disliked myself at best.


There is no girl.

When I start catching the feels for someone, it's awful: I overthink all my actions and everything I say around them, I carve out this idealized image of who they are, and frankly I'm just not rational.

I've never been in a relationship and I can't see myself in one. I'm too selfish: I always think of myself first. I don't think I'd be able to set aside enough time and thought for someone else, and that's not fair to them.


There isn't a her. I think I only spoke to two girls outside my family in the whole of 2015. Admittedly it's difficult to meet anyone as a reclusive computer science student.

Even if I did meet someone who I liked I would have absolutely no idea how to act on my feelings. I can barely hold a conversation with my few close friends so the prospect of taking the reigns in a social situation like that kind of terrifies me.


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Sadly, the disease I've got precludes any chance of romantic relationships. Thankfully it's all internal, so as long as I keep it under control I can be great friends with them.

I had a girlfriend once. This was before I realized I had this stupid illness. She was cute, but I'm ultimately glad she broke up with me. Way, way too much of a whiny Friendly Lady; for someone who survived cancer, she'd always complain about the smallest thing and start meaningless quarrels with people she met online. I've come to believe it's a proclivity in the hormones.

As of current, I've only one preference for my girls: The lack of a third dimension.

Pic related.


I've always been fine with people being single and fapping only to 2D or whatever, but the SHE IS MAI WAIFOO HURR FUK IRL part is cringy. Not trying to say anybody here is like that, but I just wanted to get it off my chest.


I don't have one anymore, hell I don't even remember the last time I even felt love at all.

Is this a bad thing?


I'm not really interested in a particular girl, there's so many cuties that I have equally nothing to do with. But a girlfriend would be nice


I live with my girlfriend. She's playing Heroes of the Storm next to me.


I live with my girlfriend as well, but she's just shitposting on 4chan's /a/ at the moment. Her figure collection puts mine to shame.

How long have you two been living together?


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You're all deluded fools.

Fuck love and fuck this thread.


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Are you alright, sushi roll?


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I've never felt love for another person. Yeah, really. When I hear about how people feel when they're in love, I just think it sounds really weird.

I dunno if I'll ever have a significant other. Maybe I'll just finish my life as the grumpy uncle who lives far away and only shows up at family meetings, who knows.


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Just end me now tbh fam


Before you do that, consider anime conventions. It's how I met said gf and how several of my friends met theirs. Just look for a qt who's cosplaying from a series you like and start talking about it with them. It's immediately something you two have in common, so it works great for breaking the ice and getting conversation going.

Trust me, I never thought I'd get a gf in my entire life until I went to a con.


I'm going for the crazy uncle myself, but not so crazy as to not be allowed to see the nieces and nephews.


You never understand it until it happens to you. Then it's completely life-changing.


went out on what i thought was a date with "her" today. we've hung out before, we do radio work together. we got pizza, hit up thrift stores and record shops, and went to the movie theater. had kinda high hopes for a relationship with this girl, but she very casually dropped that she had a boyfriend, so i'm disappointed.

trying to look at it on the bright side, though. i still had a great time with a great person, and just because we aren't dating doesn't mean we can't have good times together.

so now i'm sitting in my room at an ungodly hour, listening to an earl sweatshirt record i bought, trying not to be too bummed out. always a chance i misheard her, i suppose.


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At least you made a friend!


She owed me 30 bucks that she promised to pay me back. So I sent her to jail.


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I had a "her" for a while we had a really good thing too, then we fought alot. after that we had a shitty thing and now i dont have her anymore.

sometimes i miss her, happens i guess and im glad it happened in the end. went through a bad batch of drinking and self loathing but i just started studying again, being around crowds makes me super fucking uncomfortable and general anxiety fucking sucks but i think im gonna make it.


you can do it Sushi Roll. I had a similar relationship, it all when to hell, but a few months later I found a girl who I honestly cannot believe is real. She's a cute weeb girl, and one of the most kind human beings I've ever met. I didn't think it would happen to me, and I promise it can happen to you. Good luck friend!


Welp here goes
I went out this saint valentine's hoping to run into her on the street. She has a bf so I was unsure, I knew they'd be together so I told myself if they were, I'd just ignore her. Found here. They were. But I couldn't help it and greeted them. I'd finished my chores and they didn't have much to do so they invited me for a frink. We went to a popular cafeteria were she and I had spent last year's valentine.
Last year I also knew she had a bf, the same guy btw, but when I found her she calmly told me they had problems and eventually she implied they'd decided to take some time apart. I had several chances to get her yet I never did. By nivember I told myself (when she'd broke up with her bf for good – or so it seeed), I told myself "next time I get some time aline with her… She'll be mine. Next time her ex came out of nowhere and they got back together.
I'd kept thinking of her, because she'd been the only grill who kind of tolerated me and didnt expect me to follow dumb social protocols.


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Have to do a group assignment, she's from another major but we share that course, we seem to have a lot in common she likes reading and seems pretty chill, probably won't ask her out because i'm a pussy like that but still like to talk to her. She seems pretty receptive when we talk, usually walk her home as it's on the way to mine, maybe I'll man up, maybe not, anyway I'm going to wait till we turn the assignment so if it goes wrong the odds of seeing her again are dim.

I'm afraid of just liking her because lately there hasn't been anyone on the horizon like that but i'll deal with that later


There's no shame in being nice and at least trying, as long as you like the girl for who she is in your heart of hearts and aren't being desperate (don't be desperate). If so, try God damn it. Take it from me, it's better to be rejected than to never know… It's a terrible feeling to look back and wonder what could have been; dogging intangibility of no resolve to your question because the moment's passed. Puff. Gone.

When you see the target, shoot. Romance is a game of opportunity.

It feels good to step out of your comfort zone, get bruised, bloody, and knocked around. At worst, failure is a learning experience. You'll be a better person for it. Don't delude yourself with best-case scenarios, either: That's a special circle of Hell. Life's all about the experience. It's an aggregate of experiences, both good and bad.

Good luck, Sushi Roll.


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Thank you,you're right, think I'm going for it, walked her home yesterday again, this time we talked about cinema, trying to not expect her to be super patrician, thats usually my mistake, trying to see more in common than what there actually is then being disapointed. I think she's keen though, she was the one to add me on fb, probably not a sign of anything as we have to work together but still felt nice.


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Her eyes are as clear and blue as the sky after the sweet drops of pineapple flavored rain falling for the first time in the dusty desert I'm forced to call home. Her hair is as golden as the sun rays that pass through my windows as I'm awoken in noon. Her personality is giddy. You cannot be sad around her, it's impossible. It's impossible for those golden rays that reflect off of her hair to be sullied by any downcast sentiment you might have. She may be aloof, but so am I. And her taste in anime is pretty good. And although she enjoys the simplicity of the 70s while I enjoy the maximalism of a tech-future, I would still try to become hers and hopefully she would become mine because she's the light at the end of a tunnel, the life saver in a stormy sea, the calm within a calamity.
Too bad she's straight.


Well, blog part 3, just typing it out helps putting it in perspective.

She asked me for recs on good short stories(I talked her ears off about some of my favourites last time I walked her home), I recced her a few, offered to lend her one, she accepted gladly (not a big deal, I have repeats on that specific edition of that book)
Hopefully this will be a way of meeting her again, still intend to ask her out but we still have the final assignment so dont want to make things awkward around the other members of the group


I communicate with few people outside of sushichan, lainchan, or email/irc.

I've chosen to be celibate for now.


nothing wrong with that Sushi Roll!


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We had been hanging out for awhile, I thought she was vey intelligent and fun to be around, but never saw her as anything more than someone I really cared about. Then my now exgf started making some mean comments about the possibilities of other men behind my back, so I ended things immediately. Three days later I'd fallen in love with this girl and began the most amazing trip of my life. I didn't need drugs anymore after her, I wasn't depressed everyday, I had a wonderful girl who was always willing to listen and understand and share her wonderful mind with me. We went everywhere, were together all the time, always arguing about things but productively in a way that helped us build our communication and share all of our thoughts with each other, until I had to leave for military service in Singapore. Our one year anniversary was two months ago, and even though I haven't seen her in person in 6 months, we still spend every moment we can talking to each other. I love her with all my heart and she's the reason I've become a much better person than I ever could have been. 16 more months until my service ends.


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There was never a "her" :(


are you me?
How's it going me? Finished that book you just bought, me?


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i cant escape her. shes not the one. im friends with her but we're not dating anymore. i find myself loving and hating her at the same time. i dont want to go back. i want to find someone else to love.

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Liked a girl once, got rejected. Since then, never really tried to approach girls. I tell myself that being rejected is unrelated to not being interested in romance anymore, but deep down it is. I think I have some kind of aversion to intimacy now.


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She is coming over tomorrow, having sex, and watching some anime. I can't wait.


our relationship is rushed. She lives outside my city and what with work and studies we barely have time to see each other once a week. Previous to her I was incredibly lonely, it having been years since my last relationship. That break up is a whole story in itself, but back to what I was saying, My loneliness clouded my judgement and I rushed into a relationship without thinking of the consequences. We have barely anything in common, she's not as pretty as she first seemed and she's very clingy. But the sex is amazing, kinks are one of the few things we have in common. Mostly I'm scared that if we break up I'll never find anyone else, I'll go back to that crushing loneliness of before and it'll be worse for knowing that I had a chance to change it and failed. I know I'm a terrible person for leading her on but I just don't know what to do.


However, there is a second Her. Now she's something. Classic friendzone story, there's not much to tell but to sum up, she's always there and I fell for her hard at first. When I found out she had a boyfriend I was absolutely heartbroken but I still clung on to the hope that one day I'd be the only one. Eventually my feelings for her were taking over my life and I made the tough decision to almost entirely cut her off. I've done it so many times to so many people, my dad, mum, step mum, countless friends and exes, I've gotten pretty good at it. I can make it seem completely natural until all communication ends. But yesterday I caught myself thinking about her after a movie character's hair reminded me of her and I gave in and messaged her. I still can't bring myself to tell her my feelings but I'm almost certain she knows and keeps me around just to entertain her. But I guess that's all I'm good for so I should be thankful.


well aren't you special. Take her out for sushi afterwards.


That fucking hurts man.


Ah, I'm nothing special. High school dropout turned CS student. If I can do it, anyone can.

Funny you mention that, we actually ate sushi in our underwear afterwards.





OH great. That fucking posts. Anyway. I like you did that thing where you leave that educational facility ya know. And it's been say 8 months now and I started working on the alternative method that is the GED. Akin to you I love computers but do not want to do that higher education thing either because fuck it amirite. So give me suggestions oh wise one. Did I do it? Did I managed to avoid the fucking "LOOKS AUTOMATED LELELE XDDDDDDDD" thing? Fuck me. Sorry for the cancer :^)


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Sushi Roll, do you go on the IRC? I would be more than happy to talk about my experiences. Here's the thing, I am not doing anything amazing, in fact, I'm pretty shitty at doing much of anything at all. Currently learning python and some arduino shit, I want to make a mini-computer that runs visual basic. Besides that and looking for a job, I am pretty much a dropout lol. I actually don't know if I will be going to college (because of money, but also because I am just not that big of a fan). I am getting my BA online, and it costs me a hell of a lot less than actually attending a college campus. Anyhow, maybe I'll run into you on the IRC, as I would love to chat.


Oh sorry I neglected to mention that I don't know what this "automated" thing you speak of is? Enlighten me plz?


Looks like he had some problems with his posts being discarded as spam, maybe.


ohhh gottcha

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